Not Ready For My Mate novel Chapter 51

There is no one else for me Kyle, you are my true love and always will be and I will never forget you. The time we spent together, the good and the bad will be cherished forever in my brain, never forgotten.

Kyle I left because I couldn't risk you all, the people I love and the people fighting for me, that dream I've been having it's not a dream it's a vision Kyle. That's why I had to leave so none of you would face the awful deaths I saw occur.

I know you all will be safe if I go into this war alone, I will come back for you all, hopefully. If I do I want to spend every second of the rest of my life in your arms, not wanting to leave the comfor t you bring me.

But let's face it I'm never coming back, I know that, you know that, everyone knows I'm not strong enough but I have to do that.

Don't worry about Theo, I will not go into war with him before I do I will find a way to give him to you. You will be an amazing father to him, I know you will love him with all your heart like I would have, if I may, I ask that you please tell him how much I loved him and that I would have done anything for him and for you.

You and him are the reason I breathe, without you two I wouldn't have survived life. Tell my brothers that they will be amazing uncles and fathers and that they were the best brothers anyone could ever have.

Tell everyone that I will and always will love them and tell them I'm sorry I failed them as a Queen, a friend, a sister, a mother and a mate.

I truly am sorry but I hope you find love again Kyle, I would rather have only me die, rather than you all.

I will always love you Kyle

Love Sky

XXX

After reading the letter I screamed and trashed everything in sight. When my room looked like a tornado hit I seemed to finally calm down slightly but I knew anything thing would set me off.

Suddenly the door burst open revealing Brian, who was breathing heavily. "Kyle... Sky's been...kidnapped." All I saw was red after those words were uttered. I ran down the stairs, to where everyone was gathered outside.

She didn't know about Bane planning against him until she over heard Bane talking to someone about killing him.

She told Cam this and made him leave to protect himself, Cam insisted that she comes with him and she was planning to but Bane caught up to them.

He captured her, and told her that Cam's dead, knowing she'll believe him. She was so heartbroken and what hurt more is when Bane blamed her and me for killing Cam, saying we wanted to rule over the kingdom. I guess that's why vampires hate me so much.

Those three girls I met on my first day, didn't want to believe me when I told them the truth but they eventually started to accept the truth.

They try and bring me and Jessica as much food as they can and after our daily beatings they tend to our wounds. They really are sweet girls but they are just very naive, but it's understandable.

The blonde, her name is Phoenix and let me tell you she is a real spit fire. The brunette is Aria she's more sweet and gentle than Phoenix. Then finally there's dawn, she's the more innocent one out of the group, she always has her face stuffed in a book and she is more mellow and calmer than the other two.