Not Ready For My Mate novel Chapter 52

They're great once you get to know them, they try and help Jessica and I as much as they can, but I really wish they would stop apologising for they're mistakes. We keep telling them but they dont listen.

And do you want to know who I found out was working for Bane, f*cking Parker!!! Once I saw him I wanted to rip his f*cking head off his shoulders then stick it up his ass. He kept telling me why he did it and I found out that he's been writing me those stupid letters.

I hate Parker with all my heart, I can't believe he would do something this stupid, but something seems off with him. When he talks to me now he doesn't seem like the guy who spoke in the letters about how much he loved me and wanted to be with me, he seemed more friendly not psychotic.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when Parker walked in the room. I glared at him but he just sat down. "Sky I know it's hard to understand my reasons but..." I cut him off with a snarl.

"No Parker I don't understand why you would betray me like this, how could you, you were my friend, my lover at a time in my life but now your taking it all away from me. I loved you Parker but only as a friend and That's how it would have stayed, my heart belongs to Kyle and no one else, why can't you understand that Parker, please help me, do something. I know this isn't really you, the Parker I know would have never done any of this. How could you kill your own father, then betray me, please Parker make ammends to your mistakes..." I was interupted when he punched the wall.

"You don't get it, I can't fix my mistakes Sky, I can't there is no way to fix them. I love you Sky and I wish with all my heart that you would just love me but you won't and it hurts so f*cking much to know that you don't want to try and be with me. And with what happened to my father, I'm actually glad he's gone after the way he's treated me. When I was little he use to hurt me, in more ways than one. He deserved to die Sky and I don't regret it." With that he stormed out of the room.

I wish Jessica was here but they took her to the room where they torture you in.

The door opened again revealing the cause of all of this mayhem, Bane. He was smirking at me and stalking towards me like I was prey but in actual fact I really was.

I would not show him my fear, so I sat there with my chin held high. He started to tsk at me and then I started to become worried. "Sky, you know that confidence is not going to last long, especially after now."

I wanted to scream but I couldn't because I was already succumbing to the darkness.

Before I slipped I saw Parker look at me with something in his eyes that I've never seen before, he turned on his heel and left with Theo crying in his arms.

That was the first and last time I saw my baby boy.

Emptyness that's all I feel right now. The doubt of actually surviving this situation right now is so high I don't even know if there's a bottom. Why did it have to happen to me? There are so many why's and what if's going through my head.