Not Ready For My Mate novel Chapter 56

Darkness is all I see. Its all I ever see when they're not here. Sometimes they reward me with sunshine for a couple hours if I have done something correctly. It rarely happens though, I always mess up somehow.

I wish I was with my family, sure they weren't my real family but they were family none the less. I remember that night so clearly it haunts me every time I fall asleep.

The blood, the screams, the tears, and all I could do was cower away into a corner wishing somehow it was all a nightmare and none of it was true.

That was the night 'Father' told me I wasn't his real son. I figured that out by myself when I turned into a wolf. I always thought I was a late vampire. He told me the truth about my real family. I made a promise to myself that I would find them.

That promise went down the drain when they found us. Steven which was his real name died protecting me. He yelled for me to hide over and over again. If only I would have listened then maybe I might not have been captured.

I was the reason they all died and I hate myself for it every single day. My brother watched our little sister being torn apart. Then it was his turn. No one dared to touch me. I tried to use it to my advantage but it just made eveything worse. 'Mother' oh how I adored her.

Even when I wasn't her own, I was not blood related to one of them, they all still treated me like I was.

I'm brought out of my thoughts at the sound of the metal door slamming open. The light temporarily blinds me but I still enjoy what little I can get.

I look at them to see the evil smirks that remain on they're faces each time they come in here. "You ready?" She asks, I have no choice in the matter and its always a rhetorical question.

I stay silent not answering or looking at them anymore. "Answer you piece of shit!" He yells and whips me with his favourite whip. It has metal spikes on the leather.

I have so many scars on my body I don't even remember how it looked before. I'm skin and bones they don't feed me, I'm to disrespectful to have food.

"No I'm not going to do it." I whisper loud enough for them to hear. Another strike hits me but on the face. I cry out in pain and clutch the side of my cheek.

"Thats why I made this my love." She says and gives him a kiss. She holds up a silver medallion. Its has a moon on it and it shines from the light that hits it. "What will this trinket do?" He asks her while taking it from her.

"This will keep him trapped forever. As long as this is placed on his neck his wolf will have full control." She says while smirking at me.

I crawl into the corner scared more than I have been in a long time. "Well now that is good. Put it on him." He says and hands it to her. I scream, kick and thrash trying anything to get her away from me.

She did something that made me freeze in place. She puts the medallion around my neck. I unfreeze and feel a pull in my head. I try to resist the pull feeling my wolf coming through. I eventually loose all my strength and it happens. He becomes me, I become him and he must follow a revenge based plan.

"Are you sure he's ready?" He asks while looking around us. "He's fine Babe, we've been over this a million times. Now would you just trust me?" She says getting impatient with him.

After that night where they put the medallion around my neck I haven't been in control once. He's killed and slaughtered so many already, all innocent, all thinking he's they're saviour. That was a year ago. During the time after that and now, I have been training and am now pure muscle.