Alpha's Mute Mate novel Chapter 53

I didn't want them to go insane that's the last thing I would want.

I sighed and got on the bed and tried to sleep.

I was really tired and I have nothing to do so why not pass the time with sleep.

Adrian POV

What's going on?

One minute I was doing ok and then the next minute my entire lower body was fading.

Something is not ok.

It as if Red is losing both of us.

I feel numb and I can barely even think straight.

My thoughts are coming in screaming.

I try calling out for Red he didn't respond.

I wonder if Lily is Ok, but I'm I ok?

I miss lily..

I want to hold her and tell how how much she means to me.

Even though she did in a way rejected me I know she doesn't mean to harm me but Red thinks she completely rejected him.

Red was the one that came out destroying my old room.

My wolf is the one that comes out every time when I'm mad and people never noticed.

He is the best and the worst of me.

"Red I know you can hear me!" I yell pounding the invisible head wall that is stopping me from switching back.

...

Nothing.

He is not responding to me and I could tell he is thinking really hard and even my view to the outside world is gone he blocked away everything from me.

I can't even see his true form anymore.

All I see is a dark shadow filling up his entire mind which is his affecting his afterlife/paradise he stays in when I'm controlling my own body.

"Shut up will you I can't think with you pounding my thoughts."

Why is he so mad?

What happened?

Is lily ok?

"What happened I was fading a minute ago is lily ok?" I say in a panic.

"You were fading?.. oh."

What?

Why does he sound like that?

"Hurry up Red I know you are keeping something from me!" I yell at the top of my lungs.

"Stop yelling." Red growls clearly annoyed.

What's the matter with him?

Adrian is so lucky to have her and in some way I'm lucky too so I should just be happy with that.

"Want Adrian back lily I'm sorry I just wanted to be with you but now I know I can't do that, and I should be happy with what I have."

"Really Adrian can come back to me right now?" Lily said with a big smile on her face.

I nodded knowing this is what I should do they have enough problems anyways.

"Before I leave can I have a hug?"I asked hoping to hear a yes.

"Of course Red!" She happily hugged me."

"Thanks I hope I can talk to you again."I look at her and smile.

Then I let Adrian take control I and once I'm back to my "home"I smiled I missed this place.

Now I have to focus on being an alpha I behaved as a pup and I am ashamed.

Lily POV

I close my eyes and smiled knowing Adrian was in front of me. Even his eyes were normal now I don't know what happened but I'm glad it did.

I've realized I love him. Red made me realize how much I need him.

I open my eyes as I felt his hands wrap around my body.

He then picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist which makes me at his eye level.

Without breaking eye contact he leans in to kiss me.

I feel my heart flutter and smiled pressing my lips to his.

I feel my heart beating so fast that I'm shocked that I didn't get a heart attack.