Alpha's Mute Mate novel Chapter 52

I hear him sigh and then I shook my head going back to lily.

"Oh yea he's very moody right now." I snicker knowing he can hear everything.

"Oh.." I hear her voice and it sounded sad and...disappointed?

I grab her chin and smile "hey cheer up I don't want you sad if it makes you feel better he doesn't either."

I know she wants him more than me and I'm not fine with that because she doesn't have her own wolf for me.

Which means I'll always feel lonely.

Sure I'm not human but giving some love to the wolf wouldn't hurt would it?

"Can you not? That's disgusting you know I can hear your thoughts right idiot."

Ahh I forgot to block my thoughts from him.

I snicker and brought Lily face closer to mine.

"Hey what are you do-" I chuckled once more and brought my lips to hers interrupting her sentence.

As our lips collided I could feel Lily tensing up plus Adrian yelling in my head.

She wouldn't let me inside so I poked her side making her gasp.

I then made myself home.

As I was enjoying myself I feel Lily hands trying to push me away which makes me growl.

She then proceed to bite my bottom lip as hard as she can making it bleed.

I jump away from her growling.

"DID YOU JUST BITE ME?" I yelled I was pissed.

I could hear Adrian laughing.

Yea I know the moon goddess would be mad at me for making a move on the human mate.

But is it really my fault?

I have no one everyone around me does.

This is why I don't understand The moon Goddess at all why would she make a werewolf have a human mate?

The human will have the love of their life but hey who gives a damn about the wolf.

I growled loudly pissed at everything.

I AM an alpha I deserve my own mate.

Technically Lily is considered mine but at the same time she's not.

"Stop stop Red Stop." Lily yells at me crying.

I look at my hand and I see a piece of glass in my hand cutting deep into my hand.

I look behind me and notice I broke the large mirror.

When did I do that?

I let go of the broken piece of glass.

I stand there shock what's wrong with me?

I'm I actually jealous of a..Human?

I widen my eyes and let out an ear wrenching scream.

At that moment I realized that I have to calm down.

I was becoming a rouge and I never even noticed I look at myself in the broken mirror and saw my irises a dark red and my white sclera has become black.

I was killing myself with jealousy.

Lily POV

I stayed there on the floor crying.

I felt weak.

I didn't know what to do, or what to tell him.

Red looked so broken.

I don't know where Adrian went but I want him back.

Red seemed scared of himself.

Even his eyes changed. His eyes looked so sunken so dark as if he just witnessed someone killing his entire family.

His eyes change completely he had that look of insanity behind his eyes.

He looked at me with such sorrow that I felt horrible.

He just blinked and turned around walking away.

I stayed there as he walked away thinking to myself it's for the best he needs to be alone.

He seemed to not want to talk to anyone at the moment.

I sighed and put my underwear and my shorts on.

I sat down on the bed.

I have to get Adrian back.

I can't do the ritual with Red the moon goddess will not accept it.

I love Adrian even though Red is apart of him i still love Adrian more.