A Divorce He Regrets (Alissa Nexus) novel Chapter 301

301 /353

Stars clouded my vision, and my body tingled with ecstasy. I was this close to bursting from pleasure and I wouldn't have wanted it any other way.

“Do you want to come?” He whispered in my ears, and I nodded. “Tell me you want to come.”

“I do.” my voice was strained. “I want to come.”

That did it. With a loud grunt he pushed into me than usual. The clapping sound grew louder and as we cried out, I felt him shoot his load into me.

My breaths came out jagged, but it didn't stop the smile that made its way to my lips. I pressed my eyes shut as I allowed what I'd just done to wash over me. I allowed myself a couple of minutes to myself, but even though I wasn't sure what came next, I definitely wasn't looking forward to the silence that had washed over the bathroom.

My eyes widened the moment I realized I wasn't the only one in the bathroom. Whatever happiness I felt earlier disappeared immediately. A pang filled my chest, and tears stung my eyes. Instead of letting them fall, I picked up what was left of my clothes and dignity. I made sure I was dressed, before heading out to the party again.

“Let's go Liam.” I found both boys lounging in the corner. I didn't so much as wait for them to come around before heading to the car and driving us home.

A small part of me had thought that I would feel better by the time I woke up, but I really was mistaken. I'd made a stupid decision last night and it had cost me the one thing I managed to pride myself on. I didn't mean to sound rude, but right now, there literally wasn't a difference between me and the other girls at school.