Not Ready For My Mate novel Chapter 13

Over the year, I noticed that whenever I was in my wolf form and I was using my powers, the blue swirls that was scattered across my body would begin to glow, making it seem as if blue flames were surrounding me. I spoke with Moona a lot, especially when the stress and anxiety began to get to me. She kept me calm, telling me how I wasn't alone in all of this. I had her, my friends and my family.

Finally, the time came where we were about to leave. I bid my farewells to the Ancients, thanking them for everything they had taught me and my brothers throughout this year. We all had gone through a lot this year, becoming closer to each other with every passing day. Then we left.

Throughout the trip I was mostly silent. All I could think about was seeing Kyle again. I was stuck in the middle of deciding to either giving him another shot or trying to move on and find someone else to love. On one hand he had hurt me so badly I truly felt like I was dying but on the other hand he realized his mistake. He changed, even with the idea of me being dead. He didn't change having the idea that I would come back and see him differently, he changed even with the thought of me never coming back.

I made the decision; I would give him another shot, but maybe we could start out as friends first. I didn't want to jump the gun and end up giving him my all and that turning back to rejection once again. I know my friends and family won't be too keen on the idea, but it is my choice.

"Home, sweet home!" I cheered happily, not caring if the entire world had just heard me. Walking into the foyer I immediately dropped my bags, having missed our old house. It all looked the same as we left it. My parents had managed to have a friend come over once a week, keeping the house clean while we were all gone. I heard a growl from behind me as I watched everyone else enter the house.

"Do you have to yell like that? We're not deaf, and you're starting to give me a headache." He groaned, rubbing his head dramatically as if someone was pounding away at his head with a hammer. I rolled my eyes at his words, having dealt with it for a while now.

"Aww come on! You know that it was put to much better use with Cole." Will teased, shoving Liam with his shoulder. Liam growled and jumped at Will, tackling him to the ground. I was still laughing hysterically from everything, already on the floor holding my stomach. Everyone around us were laughing along with me as Cole decided to join the dog pile, causing the other two to become wet as well. The only one who wasn't laughing was Bennett, just shaking his head and muttering how we were all like children.

"Says the one who throws a fit whenever he doesn't get his way!" Jordan teased and instantly another wrestling match started between the two. Soon enough they all broke apart, smiling and teasing each other.

"Well, we're off to bed. Night everyone!" Will called out, that leading to almost everyone else doing the same. Soon it was only me, my parents, Jordan, Ben, Scott and Mickey; only for the fact that my parents were showing them each where they would be sleeping. Eventually I was left alone in the kitchen. I went and grabbed a glass then filled it with water, thinking about how tomorrow was going to go down. I had kept in contact with Dylan and Chloe and apparently Dylan had a surprise for me tomorrow when I got there. Though all my mind kept jumping to was how would it be when I saw Kyle?