Alpha's Mute Mate novel Chapter 70

I felt like I couldn't breathe my entire world was falling. How could the thing I care for the most be dead.

Seeing this Jake grabbed me.

"Adrian you will end up hurting yourself if you think like this."

Jake was wrong.

He doesn't know the feeling of having your mate taken away from you.

Hell, he doesn't even know the feeling of having one.

I transform back into my human form.

Ignoring Jake I go up to my room and it hit me.

Lily was in here. I could smell her still.

From the last time we were in here. I fall down on my knees thinking this is what's left only her scent.

I will never forget how intoxicated it is.

I wrap my head and started to tell myself she's not dead so stop acting like she is.

I get up and walked outside. No one was here everyone was either in the infirmary or searching for Lily.

Jake ran outside calling my name.

"They've found something." I hear him yell.

That made me freeze. They found something?

Once Jake was next to me he started yelling at me.

"What's the matter with you didn't you hear me? We found the hideout. It's in ending of the forest in the west. Miles said that it's a cave and it's the only one there. So it won't be hard to find-"

So I could feel but why can't I control my body? Is it a drug?

If so I wonder what they are going to do to me now. I'm absolutely useless now. I wasn't helpful when I had my senses so this isn't really different.

Unless they are going to use me as a lab rat I don't know my purpose. At the deepest parts of my brain it kept screaming Adrian. As if it still wanted me to hold onto the hope that Adrian will come to get me.

I actually didn't want him to come to get me. I don't want him to see me here absolutely useless. I'm better off dead. I can't live without any of my senses. I don't think he could ever see me normal ever again. He would see me as an alien something that shouldn't exist.

As I wandered in this empty space I could hear a very low sound. At first I thought it was my imagination but the sound kept on getting louder. It could be my imagination but I did not want to believe that I was dead or that I was going crazy.

I still couldn't open my eyes they were completely shut. It felt like something is keeping my lashes from opening up. It felt the same for my body. I couldn't move, it's as if my brain lost its memories on how to function my body.

I tried and tried to at least move an inch, but I couldn't.

My voice, my throat wouldn't open up either. Is it useless for me now? I want to wake up from this empty nightmare. The feeling of not being able to control your own body can drive a person insane. The feeling that's on the back of your head yet you can't apply it to your body anymore.