You're Not My Mate novel Chapter 54

"The pack meeting will be in a half hour Alpha." I nodded at the information thanking him. He bowed respectfully then left. I shut my door and looked at my company.

"What the hell am I going to do? How do I tell them that we could possibly be merging with a pack that hurt me so much? How the hell do I explain Logan, the games, why I have two demon guards with me now that I have never had before?" I slide down my door and sit on the ground my face in my hands as I try to keep from a break down. I am very stressed right now, I don't know what to do anymore. Jean comes over and sits next to me, she puts a hand on my back and does that weird side hug you do to someone that's sitting. No one says anything, none of us have an answer. I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. It wasn't working. Adam and Sean then came over to try to calm me down as well.

"Princess, it will be fine, your pack will understand if they really care for you they will accept your choices and what you want to do. If they don't then you are always welcome in hell, we haven't changed your room in the palace." Sean told me. He was right, if my pack kicks me out then I still have a home with my dad in hell. I smile softly up at Sean and hug him. I'm not one for hugs so it defiantly took him by surprise, eventually he came out of shock and hugged me back. Adam and Jean joined the hug after a little bit. We stayed like that until I heard another set of knocking on my door.

"Alpha the meeting is in five minutes." Lucas told me.

"Thank you Lucas I will be there shortly." I called out to him. As he left I separated from my friends. we all stood up. I took a deep breath.

"I have some important matters to address. As most of you are probably aware I was with my old pack for a while helping them. As I was there another thing came up that I had to take care of, I had to go down to hell and compete in a thing called the 'Games' it is where 400 demons compete to survive to insure that the demons in hell are strong and worthy of being called a demon. No one knew that I have ever competed in the games that I know up here, but I have competed and won 1 times now. Only 3 demons come out alive. A demon trainer named Sean is the man that trains me and make sure that I don't die. He is ruthless and beyond cruel, but he is the only one that can contain me and teach me things." I motion to Sean and he nods at me, some of my pack glare at him.

"The other two standing by him are Jean and her brother Adam, they are demons as well, they have been appointed as my guards. They are my friends all of them, so please do treat them with respect, Sean won't be here most of the time but when he is don't try and annoy him, it won't end pretty for anyone. I don't believe in hiding things from all of you but I needed to compete in the games and I didn't think any of you would want me to, so to prevent you all from try to stop me and possibly get yourselves killed I didn't tell you. I'm sorry for that. Alex, the Alpha of the Dragon Fire pack and my ex-mate was there of course, he is still the same if not worse now. He has basically outright admitted to only wanting me to accept him back as my mate is so he can have my power, he figured out that I'm am the Alpha and decided that that was the final thing that I needed to be 'worthy' of being his mate. After sharing this with his pack, his beta and gamma along with the whole pack besides Lily and Alex have asked our permission to merge packs, they would have to come here and live our life willingly, along with getting accustomed to our schedule. Me, Simon, August, Rachel, Tim and Tony have all agreed on them coming over to join us but you guys all need to agree as well." I explained to them. They all turn and murmur to each other. I summon a box and a stack of paper slips next to me.