You're Not My Mate novel Chapter 21

'I don't like him.' Leo stated. I just shut him out and focused back at the situation.

"You say it like I have never let you have a break." He chuckled. Violet went deadpan.

"The only time you have ever done that was when I was in the hospital room because I used to much energy and magic." She states and Sean smirked.

"Not my fult you had to much 'fun' the night before." Violets eyes went wide and her cheaks went bright red as she looked down. I on the other had was furious. I stared at her for a few seconds, but she wouldn't meet my eye.

"Violet. What does he mean by 'fun'?" I snarled. She looked straight at me, her eyes held the smallest amount of regret, but I was gone quicker then a bullet train.

"He means, I was tierd and worn out because I had fucked 23 guys that night." She said. I was trying my best to keep Leo at bay, but it was hard. Mainly because I wanted to rip the guys heads off. I saw anger in her eyes. Her pack was in disbelief, apparently she has never told them about any of this.

"You know why I did it?! I did it because of you Alex! Because all I could feel was pain! Pain because I hadn't rejected you! Pain because you were fucking Lilly and who knows how many other sluts! I didn't reject you because I wanted to make you feel all of the pain you put me through! That night I couldn't deal with the pain, I went out and got drunk off my ass and fucked all the guys that I could!" She yelled. Her eyes held fury and fire. I looked down primarily because I knew deep down that it was my fult.

"Violet I do regret it. I regret it with every fiber in my body." And with that I walked out. I heard her pack try to calm her down and get her to explain everything.

'Do you think we will get our mate back?' Leo asked sadly.

'I don't know Leo...' I replied. He whimpered and shut me out.

Violets P.O.V

My pack finally calmed me down, but I still refused to talk let alone explain what had happend that night, or even when I was in hell to train with Sean.

"Violet, you have to get some sleep we have training at 4 o'clock tomorrow morning. Don't be late." Sean said sternly. I nodded and layed down on my side. My pack left after saying a quite 'goodnight'. I quickly fell asleep into a nightmare, I'm used to them by now but they still freak me out.

In the morning. I wake up and quickly look at my phone worried that I woke up to late. '3:56' it read.

'Uh oh.' Destiny said cowering slightly.

'Uh oh is right.' I said back. Sean pressed somthing on his phone and walked over to me before showing me a stop watch. '00.28.04' it read.

"Twenty-eight minutes late. Twenty-eight Violet!" Sean yells, I've only ever been five minutes late. Shit.

"S-sorry Sean." I studder, this only makes him angrier.

"Don't studder. Be confident in your self Violet. Have you fogeten everything I taught you?" He said through gritted teeth.

"Well its not my fult." I say sternly. He grins, slightly pleased but mostly irritated

"It is you fault. You left hell so you could be with your club of mutt friends." He said. This made me furious, and he knew it. He loves to get me mad, he angers me enough to attack him. When I do he measures the amount of strength I have, the real amount.