Dixon sat in the bed with a pale face, with cold sweat on his forehead.
He took a few deep breaths and grabbed the clothes in front of him, as if he could get some relief, but as soon as he closed his eyes, those memories went back and became sharp thorns in his heart.
Everything related to Sonia now came back to his mind little by little. Dixon took a deep breath and wanted to speak, but he couldn't make any sound.
His hand holding the quilt under him was shaking slowly. When all these things came back to his mind, his brain was overwhelmed.
He forgot those painful things, forgot the past with love and hate intertwining. Dixon's face became pale, even his heart began to pain.
"Sonia, you only deserve to atone for your crime in your life!"
"I just give Maria a truth."
"I won't regret it, and I can't regret it."
Dixon breathed. The sunshine outside the window was warm. His cold body met the morning light outside, which set off a desolate illusion.
When Dixon got out of bed, he held his head and gasped.
When these memories came back, he didn't know how to react, or how to deal with these problems in the future.
He remembered how bad he had been to Sonia at first, and also remembered that he risked his life for her later.
Dixon opened the door got out with a pale face, only to found Helena was frying eggs in the kitchen. Dixon seemed to see Sonia in a trance. She was so gentle and tender to prepare breakfast for him before.
Dixon nodded. Her voice was hoarse. "Yes, I sent her to prison."
How hard it is to hear this sentence from Dixon's mouth!
When he admits those crimes now, it is like slapping himself. Once he said that Sonia is a perfect victim. When they met any little things, she can take out the previous grievances as a shield. He thought it was the affectation of Sonia, but now he knows that it turned out to be his sins.
What he did for Sonia can be exchanged for the present attitude of Sonia, which is that she is too kind.
Dixon just stood there, suddenly lost the courage to chase the footsteps of Sonia.
He didn't know how bad he used to be. Now... how could he face Sonia and pester her for forgiveness? Does he deserve it?
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