Her heart felt like it had skipped a beat, and his eyes almost seemed to see right through her.
"Gu Lichen." Ling Yiran took a deep breath. This time, instead of calling him Mr. Gu, she said his name. "Yes, I do hope you won't fall in love with me. I just want to live a peaceful life and not play any more games."
He said earnestly, "I've never thought of my love for you as a game. If you think I'm not serious enough, then tell me what I have to do to make you think I'm serious."
She bit her lip slightly. "I'm tired. I really have no strength to love anymore."
"Then I'll love you. You can love me when you have the strength. I just hope you'll stop rejecting me," he said.
She looked at him in confusion. "Why must it be me? I have no family background and was even imprisoned for three years. Besides, I'm not the one you were looking for."
However, she spoke the latter part with some guilt.
"Yes, why must it be you?" murmured Gu Lichen as he lifted his finger and stroked her cheek.
She made a conscious attempt to avoid his fingers but was startled by his gaze. His dark phoenix eyes were full of self-mockery and longing that could not dissolve.
"As you said, you have no family background and were even imprisoned for three years. You're also not the one I've been looking for. If I could choose who to fall in love with, then I indeed have many better choices than you. However..." His voice paused, and his fingers brushed softly between her eyes.
He said, "Since I still love you anyway, that means I love you for you and nothing else. You asked me why must it be you. I can't give you the reason. I only know that it would pain me to see you hurt, frighten me to find you missing, and terrify me when I know you might be in danger. Isn't that proof that I love you?"
'He's Chenchen, the boy who went through thick and thin with me when we were little. He's Chenchen, the boy who kept a promise and searched for me for so many years.'
Since she could not give him the love he wanted, she might as well continue keeping the lid on it.
If possible, she hoped he could find a woman who was worthy of his heart, instead of wasting his time on someone who was already scarred and could no longer love like her.
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Hua Lifang reached the floor where the president's office was to see Gu Lichen. However, she was stopped by his secretary. "Miss Hua, President Gu isn't in his office right now. Please wait outside if you want to see him."
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