1540 Clouded Judgment
The feeling of restlessness Sunny had felt after leaving Twilight returned. Something strange was going on with Cassie… had been going on for a long time, maybe. He was almost sure of it.
But it was the "almost" of it all that made the situation so difficult. He did not know what to do… confront her? Share his concern with others?
What would he say?
That Cassie should not have survived Twilight? None of them should have survived there, really. That she kept journals? There was nothing wrong with that, and claiming otherwise would only make him seem strange. That she was too quiet and unassuming, which made him feel as if she was hiding something vital from them? That sounded like paranoia talking.
In fact, it was — it was the Sin of Solace whispering into his ear. The Sin of Solace, whose only purpose was to drive him mad. Was he a fool to listen to these whispers?
Sunny was not even sure himself what he was suspecting Cassie of, just that he did not feel comfortable with her secrets. But…
Was it really because there was something off about the blind girl, or was it simply because he had never trusted her? Was he still secretly holding on to the grudge after what she had done on the Forgotten Shore, which painted his perception of her?
Sunny would be lying if he said that he had let go of that grudge completely.
None of the others seemed to suspect Cassie of anything, so why was he the only one looking for faults in her actions?
'Ah, damnation.'
What was he supposed to do?
Did he even need to do anything?
So what if Cassie had a pile of old journals? So what if she kept secrets?
Was he the right person to blame someone for not being entirely honest?
More than that, he had always known that Cassie kept much of what she knew to herself. In fact, Sunny was the reason why she had closed herself off, to begin with — he was the one who had told her how destructive of a poison her visions were… in the most cruel way he could think of, at that.
Her personality had only begun to change after that bitter conversation they had in the medical complex of the Academy, right after coming back from the Forgotten Shore.
Nephis was aware that Cassie knew much more than she was letting on, too. She had told him so herself, during one of their conversations on the Ivory Island.
So why was Sunny reacting so strongly now?
'Because we are so close to victory.'
Because this Nightmare was so dreadful, and its end was swiftly approaching. Sunny was nervous that something would ruin their chances of returning to the waking world, and the ominous shadow of Torment was the last thing standing between them and salvation.
Torment had never appeared before them, and so, she was as frightening as their imaginations could make her.
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