Chapter 176
Chapter 176
Goosebumps already filled my flesh. Seeing that picture of me, the death of Dominic’s ally, the way his body had been torn to pieces by dogs
I wanted to throw up. But I forced the bile down my throat.
I had wanted Dominic to recognize me, right? So I had to deal with it like a woman.
Like someone who could handle this world.
But my knees didn’t get the memo. They buckled slightly, and I reached for the edge of the table to steady myself.
Dominic caught me before I fully swayed. “Hey. Hey…”
His hands gripped my arms gently, lowering me into the nearest chair.
“Breathe with me, mia cara. Come on, look at me. In… and out.”
I blinked up at him. His face was tight, eyes scanning mine like he was checking for signs of real damage.
“I’m fine,” I whispered, though the air caught in my lungs halfway through..
“No, you’re not.”
“I can’t panic, Dom.” I pressed my palms to my thighs. “If I panic, I lose.”
“You’re not losing anything.” He knelt in front of me, voice calm but firm. “You are not in a competition even if we were, we’re still ahead. But we aren’t, so I need you to calm down.”
I stared at him. “Lorenzo isn’t ahead Dom. He isn’t ahead at all. ”
That silence again. The kind that weighed.
He swallowed but didn’t argue. Didn’t deflect.
“Victoria’s trying to shake you,” he said instead. “And I hate that it’s working.”
“It’s not,” I shot back. “You are just…emotionless.”
“I wish I was Aria. I really wish I was.”
My voice trembled. “I…I am sorry for saying that.”
He didn’t push. He just stood, walked to the minibar, poured a glass of cold water, and came back to press it into my hands.
I didn’t even realize I was sweating until the chill of the glass hit my fingers.
“I shouldn’t have seen that,” I muttered. “I told you I could handle it, but… maybe I lied.”
“No,” he said. “You’re just in shock my love. It’s not your first time seeing death, but still doesn’t make you not feel it knowing it was someone close.”
I hated how understanding his voice sounded. I hated that it made my throat tighten even more.
I sipped the water, trying to pretend the nausea was gone.
It wasn’t.
When he turned to grab his phone again, I slowly stood. My head spun. I steadied myself against the table, breathed deep-
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and bolted for the bathroom.
I barely made it before my stomach gave up.
The water, the panic, the stress everything came up. Tears burned at the corners of my eyes as I flushed, rinsed, leaned over the sink.
The door cracked open just enough for his voice to reach me. “Aria?”
I didn’t answer at first. Just turned on the tap, splashed cold water on my face.
“Yeah,” I finally said, hoarse. “I’m okay.”
“You sure?”
I forced a tight laugh. “Just peachy.”
When I came out a minute later, he didn’t crowd me. Just stood by the window, giving me space.
I walked to the armchair and sat, holding the cup again.
Silence filled the suite.
“I really tried, Dom,” I said softly. “To be part of this. To not be deadweight.”
“You’re not-”
“Let me finish.” I exhaled. “I wanted to be strong enough to stand next to you. To show them that I wasn’t some lost little girl who had to be protected from everything. But here I am… throwing up in a hotel bathroom because I saw my own kidnapped face on a screen.”
He didn’t speak. Just let me get it out.
I met his gaze. “So much for trying to be among.”
That made him laugh. Not loudly. Not mockingly. Just this low, tired chuckle that rolled out of him like a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding.
“Aria,” he said, shaking his head slightly as he walked over. “You talk like you failed some grand test.”
“Didn’t I?” I muttered.
He crouched in front of me again, eyes still amused but warm. “Throwing up after seeing a mutilated body and a video of your own kidnapping doesn’t make you weak. It makes you human. You are fine.”
He reached into his pocket, pulled out a small clean handkerchief, and gently wiped the corners of my mouth, brushing my chin afterward with his thumb.
“You always carry that around?” I asked, trying to play it off.
“You’re messier than you think.”
I gave him a half–smile, and he took my hand, tugging me up.
“Come on,” he said. “Bed.”
I rolled my eyes. “I’m not five.”
“No,” he said. “But right now, I’m treating you like you are. And you’ll take it.”
He scooped me up before I could argue, carried me across the room like I weighed nothing. Gently laid me on the bed, then sat beside me, his fingers brushing a few stray strands of hair off my face.
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Then he kissed my forehead. Slowly.
“I remember my first time too,” he said, his voice quieter now.
“Throwing up in front of someone?” I teased lightly.
He gave me a look. “No. Death.”
I blinked. “Oh.”
“I was seventeen. My father made me sit in the car while he negotiated a deal in Naples. It went sideways. Someone opened fire. One of the bullets… it hit the driver. I watched his blood pool around his shoes. He slumped forward on the horn. Wouldn’t stop. Just this long, horrible blare.”
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