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I try to close my thighs, but he holds them open, pulling my skirt
higher until it’s almost exposing my panties. “H–how?”
His breath saws in and out against my ear. “Just play with it a
little. You can do that for Daddy, can’t you?” His middle finger
presses to my entrance through the barrier of my emerald–green
underwear. “And I’ll play with this sweet little treasure.”
He gently shifts me to his left thigh, so he can unzip his pants,
his erection pushing out, thick and ready, though still trapped
inside his black briefs. “I don’t know how, Big Daddy.”
Quickly, he uses the wrist of his sleeve to swipe at the sweat
forming on his upper lip. “Stroke it like you would pet a kitten.”
Without waiting, he snags my hand and guides it to his arousal,
grunting a curse when my touch finds him, testing him
curiously. “Don’t you want to see what happens when you pet it
long enough, baby?”
I gasp excitedly, my palm beginning to rake up and down his
steel shaft. “What happens?” The pads of Tristan’s fingers find
my clitoris and I whimper, squirming on his thigh as if confused
by the sensation coursing through me. “What’s h–happening to
me?”
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His mouth is open on my neck, his fingers delving down the front of my panties, parting my wet folds and rubbing, rubbing on that sensitive spot. “When we feel good between our legs, we come, little girl. We release. It’s the best feeling you can have -and do you know what it tastes like when Daddy comes from
his cock?”
“What?” I ask, wide–eyed, squirming through his touch.
“It tastes like candy.”
I suck in a breath, my legs literally trembling with excitement, my core clenching tighter and tighter with every knowing stroke of his fingers. “Candy?” I slide my hand into his briefs, fisting his bare erection. Pumping my fist up and down the length. “Can I
taste some?”
“Only if you’re a good girl,” he says roughly. “Only if you suck as hard as you can and swallow the candy down. All of it.”
“I will, Big Daddy. I promise,” I say solemnly, sliding off his desk to the space between his splayed thighs. This isn’t the first time I’ve taken Tristan into my mouth, but I pretend it is. I examine his swollen inches with youthful apprehension, kissing the trunk cautiously, before closing my mouth over the bulbous head and
swirling my tongue around it, experimentally.
“Oh, fuck yes, baby,” he growls, twining his fingers in my hair.
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“Suck the candy out.”
Flashing him a look that says I’m excited for candy, I pull a
significant portion of him into my mouth, fisting the enormous
base to hold him steady, stroking upward with a twisting wrist.
His huge balls fall through the V of his pants and I take a
moment to suck the left one into my mouth, tonguing it lovingly,
like he instructed me to do the first time, my hand still riding up
and down his sex, now lubricated by my saliva. I lick over to his
right ball and give it the same reverent treatment, glorying in the
way his thick thighs jolt, his hips shifting anxiously.
“It’s going to taste so good.” He tugs down my chin, his lower
body rolling forward, teeth clenched. “Just try and fit a little
more-”
A low buzz goes off in the room. “Mr. Hemsworth. John Amarie
is here to see you.”
I freeze in place with Tristan halfway down my throat. He goes
very still, too, before dragging his erection from my mouth with a
shaking hand, shoving it back into his pants. “Goddammit. What
the hell is your father doing here?”
“I–I don’t know…”
I start to crawl out from behind the desk, but Tristan shakes his head. “There’s nowhere in here to hide and he’ll see you if you
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leave, Lia. You have to stay put. There’s no choice.”
Hide.
There’s no choice.
There is a choice, though. He could come clean to my father
about us. We could explain to my father that we have feelings
for each other. Instead, I’m being kept hidden like a dirty secret.
And I can’t help what the clandestine nature of our trysts does
to my body. Our dynamic, our secrecy, makes me undeniably
hot. But it’s a little too real, too symbolic, being kept stuffed
beneath a desk. A little too patronizing.
To his credit, Tristan looks conflicted, even guilty, like he wants
to say something. But there’s no time. He barely manages to get
his pants zipped when the office door opens.
“Tristan,” my father says, his tone jocular. “It’s been too long.
How have you been?”
A creak tells me my father has taken a seat in front of the desk.
Literally a foot away from the back of my head. “John,” Tristan.
says, his tone flat. “How is business these days?”
“Incredible. Just incredible.” He clears his throat hard, a sign
that he’s lying–I know it well. “I took a meeting down the street
and I thought, hey, why not stop by and set up a round of golf
paty
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with my old buddy? Want to hit the green tomorrow morning?”
“Tomorrow morning.” Now it’s Tristan’s turn to clear his throat,
- me. Be happy with it.
Coming forward on my knees, I reach between Tristan’s thighs and unzip his pants. He didn’t have time to pull up his briefs, so
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breath and take him past my gag reflex, waiting, waiting, longer
than my usual few seconds. Ten seconds, eleven. I swallow,
squeezing him with the walls of my throat. And Tristan spews.
He rifles his hips forward and fucks my mouth once, ferociously,
his guttural growl filling the office. Warm, salty liquid travels down, my inner thighs moist from my own need, my infatuation
with this man forcing me to consume every single drop.
Needing all of it. All of him.
“Ooh boy. Better take care of that heartburn. Sounds like a nasty
case,” my father says, getting up from the chair, his footsteps
carrying him across the room. “See you Monday.”
As soon as the door closes, Tristan yanks me to my feet. Picks
me up and drops me down on the desk, getting right in my face.
I think he’s going to lecture me, get angry with me, maybe even
end our relationship for being so indiscreet–and I brace myself.
Instead, he growls, “You beautiful little brat,” and seals his
mouth over mine, kissing me like tomorrow morning will never come. “Jesus Christ. I ought to spank you silly.”
I moan and tip my head back, allowing him to lick and suck my neck, welcoming his bulk into the V of my thighs. “Why aren’t
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you?”
His hand grips my throat unexpectedly. “God help me, I…” His eyes glitter wildly. “I wanted to look him in the eye while claiming you. I’m your Big Daddy. Not him. You’re my little girl. Not his. I don’t care if that makes me fucking sick. That’s the
way it is.”
“I don’t care either,” I whisper, shaken, slipping past infatuation, straight into obsession. Despite my hurt. Despite my wishes for us to be more. I force myself to accept this as enough for now. Knowing Tristan is mine. That I’m his. That at least we know
that as fact.
My heart twists in my chest, yearning for more, though.
And I ignore it for now, but I’m afraid I won’t be able to much
longer.
Maybe not even one more day.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about the business trip,” he says, kissing my mouth passionately, fingers combing through my hair. “It’s why I was so stressed when you got here. I don’t want to leave you, baby. I was arranging to bring you along, but Eric asked to come. I’ve been gone every night, with you at the hotel.
Absent. I couldn’t say no to him.”
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“I understand,” I whisper, reveling in the mauling of my mouth,
his hands all over me, groping my bottom and breasts and hips.
“I understand, Daddy.”
That’s not a lie. I do understand. The last thing I want is for
Tristan to neglect my best friend. But nothing about his
explanation repairs my flagging heart.
Groaning over my use of the word Daddy, Tristan sits back in his chair and strips my skirt down to the floor, his erection already stiffening again in his lap, his eyes wild on my wet, green panties. “Get on and ride it,” he growls. “Remind me again that I‘
m the luckiest man alive.”
And dutifully, I do. I ride him until his eyes roll back in his head, until my own orgasm blinds me, our flesh slapping roughly in the silence of the office, the words I love you lodged in my throat,
begging to be let out.
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