Submitting To My Stepbrothers novel Chapter 79

8: Tristan.

I pace the floor of the hotel suite, stopping at the window and looking out over the bright lights of the city skyline. I’ve always

been an honorable man. As decent as one can possibly be while

maintaining his success in the world of finance. I don’t gamble,

drink heavily or womanize and I keep my word. Yet here I am,

waiting for an eighteen–year–old girl to arrive so I can pay her for

sex.

Looking at my reflection in the window, I know damn well that

paying Lia is the only way I’d ever get the privilege of having her

beneath me. We’re old and young. Big and small. Coarse and

smooth. Because of that, there is something comforting about

the fact that I’ll be compensating her. When she arrives, I plan to

outline our agreement in a clear, concise manner and that will

help, too. Having a detailed understanding. A mutually beneficial

venture is something I understand. Maybe after we’ve met

privately a few times, I’ll stop feeling this sweaty, horny shame

for wanting to ride a girl twenty–seven years my junior. Wanting to get my dick into her so bad, my briefs are twisted around the

turgid flesh, my balls like two tight knots.

I’ve booked the presidential suite at the Fairbourne and the bed

waits silently in the other room, taunting me. Am I really doing

this? Am I really a sugar daddy now?

Ever since Lia came to my office and I came in my pants like a

school boy, I’ve done some research and these arrangements are not unusual. In fact, they’re common for men of my ilk. That doesn’t make me feel any better. If anything, I feel worse.

Lia is the furthest thing from common. She’s bright and sharp

and warm. Her laughter has always been a source of joy in my home. Her wit can match anyone. She’s always fussing over me, telling me I work too much. Bringing glasses of warm milk or herbal tea to my office when I’m working late and she’s hanging

out with Eric

Eric.

Jesus, how would I explain this to my son?

That I’m out of my mind with lust for his best friend since

middle school. He would think I’m a sick motherfucker–and

maybe I am. I barely made it twenty minutes after Lia sailed out

of my office before I started making arrangements for the

following night. I’ve been watching the clock, waiting for this. Aching. Jesus, the things she said to me. The way she tugged me off through my pants, her perky tits on unabashed display. I‘

ve never been so hard in my life, throat closing, palms sweating,

spine in a vise. She owned me.

And afterward…

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I’ve never wanted to hold someone so badly.

Lia has always been the breezy one. She has a quip and a wink for everyone. But she was vulnerable sitting there on my desk.

She needed…

Christ, I can’t believe I’m even thinking this.

She needed her Big Daddy.

She needed me to rock her against my chest and kiss her

forehead. I’ve never had this kind of relationship with anyone,

nor have I wanted one. Where I’m the father figure and the lover.

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to my feet, trying to come up with something to say that won’t make me sound desperate. Even though I am. God, I just want to spread out on her hot, little body and pump the stress away. But when I open the door and see the beautiful blonde standing there in what amounts to sheer tights, a T–shirt and high heels, I

can’t deny there is a throbbing in the center of my chest, too. A

sweeping of relief and comfort mixed in with desire.

Lia purses her lips and cocks a hip. “You’re working, aren’t you?”

I clear my throat hard. “I took one call.”

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And just like that, here I am answering to a teenage girl about

my work habits.

Lia shakes her head at me and saunters forward, into the room,

closing the door behind her. She tosses her purse onto the entry table, reaching up to loosen my tie and that sense of relief multiplies, the pounding in my temple slowly ebbing. “You have

to leave the office where it belongs sometimes.” I open my

mouth to speak, but she keeps going. “Yes, I know you have to

be aware of what’s happening in every corner of the globe every

second of the day, but you also have to care for yourself.” She

throws my tie over her shoulder. “We need to realign these

chakras. If you aren’t balanced in your personal life, your

professional one will eventually teeter and topple. We can’t have

that, can we?”

My lips are twitching.

Damn. When was the last time I smiled?

The power this little girl has over me.