Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 89

 **  Episode-89 "I can't live as her substitute"**

**   Celeste's POV:**

      I walked on the side of the road and kept

walking on the opposite side of the mansion.. I hope I get some lift, my legs

are hurting.... I see one or two car after like 30 minutes of walking and it's

dark already... I don't see anyone here...

 The car won't stop for

me... my legs are giving up, I kept walking, I will rest when I am safe... I see a

car at distance and I waved my hand at it.. please.. please.. stop... I need

help...

   The car stopped, I

rushed to the car... before I could get too close, I saw the door open. I saw a

man getting down.. I whispered, "Ernest..." he looks angry, he removed his coat...

and threw it in the car.. he looks like he will end this world  to get me under his hands.. I am dead.. he is

going to kill me for sure...

      He took a step to

me as he was still angry, ready to burn me with the anger... I turned away and

started running as fast as I can.. f*ck I don't care about being injured.. I

will run,.. I felt my hands getting caught and I turned to face him.. I was in

tears...

       He said, "wrong

move.. Celeste.." he carried me into this arms in bridal style... I am terrified,

what will he do to me?.. I screamed at him, "stop!!.. let me go... please..."

     He threw me in the

car, he got in and I was trying to get out of it.. he pulled me to himself, he

looks angry, really angry.. no!

      He screamed,

"Celeste!!.. enough!!!.... I will talk to you later..." he screamed at the

driver, "drive!!!!!!" no!!.. he is going to hurt me again!!!...

   I silently cried the

whole ride in fear... as the car stopped, my heart beat almost skipped.. he

is beyond angry and I am angry too.. I can't take it anymore...

      I pushed him away

and screamed at him, "because I am not Isabella!!!!" he went frozen, I said as

I cried, "because I am not her... I can't live as her substitute... you don't want

Celeste... you want Isabella.. and I am sick of this.. I am sick of this feeling

of being Isabella...  you changed me, my

hair.. everything... you forced me, you took my body... I can't..." I cried out... I

could see tears in his eyes, is he going to hurt me again...

    I didn't stopped

but I was too angry for that. I said, "even if you hit me, even if you force

yourself on me every single day... even if you torture me.. I will find a way to

run from you.. I will leave this place because I am not yours... I don't belong

to you!!!!!!" he looked at me for few broad seconds.. he is angry, he got down

and walked to the table... I sat up to see his moments, I was scared... but not

ready to give up.. I have suffered enough... not anymore..