Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 86

   Episode-86 "hold into me"                                   

   Celeste's POV:

        But removing clothes in front of him

again.. he is a pervert. How can a prince be like this?... seeing no response,

he unbuttoned my shorts, I grasped, I whispered, "E-Ernest..."

  His finger pressed on

my lips and said, "shuu.. Celeste.. you will enjoy..." his finger traced my waist

under the short lining, I shivered, I grabbed his shirt as I closed my eyes..

what he does to me makes me weak?.. like he controls my body.. what is wrong

with me?... I should be in my senses...

      I felt my shorts

falling on the ground, I looked at him and his eyes are filled with desire,

lust.. like all of it is crawling to surface.... it's not out of hate, but some

kind of affection... is this affection for Isabella... but he didn't call me

Isabella since yesterday... is he considering me Isabella or not.. I don't know..

       He said

seductively, "jump on me Celeste..." he called me by my real name again. I asked

stuttering, "J-jump..."

     He chuckled and

then traced my collar bones, he said, "Celeste... why are you so innocent?.. but

I like it more..." does he means he likes me?... doesn't he hates me..

   He picked me up and

walked to the bed. I grasped... I was under him on the bed.. is he going to do it

again...  he started kissing my neck, I

grasped but grabbed into his half done shirt... I pulled him close to him, it was

not in own hands.. everything seems to happen on its own...

     He was licking me,

I feel weird, what is this?.. this doesn't feel like hate. He is doing it as if

he loves me... but I know he don't.. he consider me as Isabella... I m*an.. I was

shy.. why am I enjoying it?...

     He got up to

remove his shirt, I noticed the top am I wearing is almost off my body and

tore...  he attacked my chest, I grasped..

his kisses are warm, wet and addictive.. he is messing my mind... if it wasn't

him then I would have hated this... Ernest is doing this to me, I had a crush on

Celeste, I need to see her with me... I tortured her but it was out of anger, I

have no control over it... but I know it's not a excuse... from now on I will try

not to hurt her... try to make her happy...

     I said to

myself,  "Isabella... I think I am ready to

let you go.... I never thought I could feel something for a girl completely

different than you... she is not strong as you, can't fight like you, can't talk

back like you use to do, she studies and never does anything fun, get's scared

easily.... She is not you... she looks like you... she is nothing like you... to be

honest I don't want her be like you... I like her as she is... maybe I love her... I

will love her form now.. I am letting you go, Isabella.... I hope you are in

better place... I am thankful that I had you in my life.." it's hard, but at one

point I have to do this...

   I walked back to the

bed, Celeste was sleeping peacefully, I thought about this for long, I am ready

for the second chance... I should now... I whispered, "From now on I will never let

you go Celeste... you are mine.."