Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 193

   Episode-192 Can't you give up on me?....

**   Serene's POV:**

     I am just looking at

the pair of earrings he gave me... he kept it all along. Alexis what is up with

you...

  Why didn't you quit

when we were not together and you are still not accepting? I don't want to

marry or love someone who had hands in wrong things and dad don't want me to

love you...

 I can't go against

dad... dad is always right ... and why would my dad want wrong for me... Alexis maybe

we are not made for each other..... and by forcing this engagement you proved dad

right...

    The door open and

hide the ear-ring's behind me. I saw my sister Skyla... she don't know about my

and Alexis engagement. She said, "sisi... can I get the new blush from ***

brand..."

  She sat beside me. I

said, "why?... you ask for new makeup every week..." Skyla pouted, she said,

"mom.. said no... so sisi.. please.. give me some money.. I need to buy it.."

  I said, "no... if mom

says something it's right... and you don't need tons of makeup..." I got a call,

it's Alexis... I was looking at phone when Skyla answered it... she said, "who?"

   She said, "yea.. I

am Skyla... who are you Mr." sh*t no!!!.. she can't no... I tried to get the phone but

she moved away... this girl!

    Skyla said, "Alex...

oh god!... but why do you call my sisi.."

   She then smiled,

"you are really going to be my brother-in-law... wow.... My friends will be

jealous.."

   I said, "Skyla... give

me the phone.."

  Skyla moved away and

said, "why can't I tell anyone?... then I need something... you have to tell sisi

to give me money to buy blush from *** brand.. will you bro-in-law..." I saw her

smile and said, "thank you... yea I will tell sisi.."

  She ended the call

and I was about to pinch her ear, she said, "no... now bro-in-law will send me my

makeup... he said he wants to see you in 5 minutes.. his car is outside the door.."

I looked at the phone and sigh... this is mess...

  I was confused,

should I go or not... after 10 minutes I sneaked out of the house... I noticed his

car, I went in it... and just avoided looking at Alexis... I felt him tucking my

     After 15 minutes...

he passed me ice-cream and said, "I like these small date..."

   I just kept eating

the ice-cream ignoring him... he was trying to talk but I don't know what I

should do....he sigh, then asked, "sweetheart... what I did that you are behaving

like I am a complete stranger?"

  I turned to him and

asked, "Can't you give up on me?.... can't you go to someone else?... why me?

when my dad and I are insulting you?... as per your status anyone will be

yours.." he banged his hand on the glass, he looked at me in anger, he grabbed

my face to make me look in his angry eyes, he said, "I dare you to say that

again.... There is no one for me other than you.... do you understand! I am ready

handle your any demand but not this.... don't push me away... I am never leaving

you." he is hurt... he is angry because he can't keep it in...

     He let my face go

and then looked away, he said, "sorry... I shouldn't have..." he caressed my face

and said, "does it hurt, Serene?" it hurts but... somewhere else... in my heart....

Alexis... I can't go against dad.... I never did, even if I love you, I can't go

against my father, I know whatever dad says is right..... can I now... if I want

to... what am I thinking... is this even right... but Alexis loves me.... I love him

too...