Episode-152 we are even
Celeste's POV:
Few hours later
I sat there after he left now knowing what to
do?.... I didn't cried much because I have no energy to do so... I remembered his
words saying I only considered the hate not the love he showed for this time...
but how can I?... he is thinking as a man,... he is not the women who got
tortured for something she didn't do?... he is not me who had to sign a
marriage agreement forcefully...
I heard footsteps
walking in the room and closing the door. He sat in front of me, and I looked
at him lifelessly.. Ernest was applying something on my cheek...
He said, "sorry... it
hurts bad.. this will help..." what kind of person he is?.... I noticed his lip
was bleeding.. his neck was also red..
I was just staring
at his wounds, he noticed it he said, "I hit myself....." I internally asked
why?... he said as kept treating my cheek, "from today... we are even... if I lose
control in anger, and I hit you.. then you can do it to... you slap me then I will do the same, even
though I will try not too.... they say men are abusive in a relationship, I will
allow my women to be abusive if I did a mistake again.... I am always like this,
I have no control over anger, mom tried to teach me, fix me... but it's me... I
will love someone till death, but my anger derives my actions..."
I looked away from
him, what kind of man he is?... the nonsense he is spitting makes sense.. or
I got red, he is a
dirty minded jerk... I said, "you can't get pregnant...." He chuckled... he said, "I
am just saying, you have every right as my wife on me... I can announce the
marriage if you want.. my family knows, they accepted you.. what more do you
want?... I can give you anything, no one
can love you like I do... I just want my women to be mine... is that too much?" I
looked at him as he said this..
I said as I got up,
"you made yourself sound as a victim where I am the victim here..." I walked in
the bathroom after I said this... he is insane... he is crazy.... I need a shower to
wash him off from me... I wish this was possible... but it doesn't look like
possible... but I will give him the hate he deserves...
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